There is no way to know what will happen next.
There is only trust that what will happen next will be the right thing for you.
Your intuition doesn’t rationalize it’s choices. It just is. If you follow it, how can you lose?
If the past always exists no matter what, could your next step always be the right one for you?
Aren’t mistakes relative if it is all part of the win?
If you’re still here, aren’t you always winning?
If death is nothing, isn’t this life an amazingly beautiful gift?
What I think this all comes down to is
A) You are Free
B) that your choices on what to do next aren’t entirely up to you.
And somehow, when you actually don’t try to know this, you somehow actually always knew this.
Trying in terms of doing something that you don’t love is always a loss.
Work is important, but your definition of what work is even more so.
The present moment may actually be the past.
Well. “The present moment unrelated to you” at least.
But that’s a non existent scenario.
You are inherently part of your experience.
So more accurately, the real Present Moment is a loop between you and the Universe occurring at the speed of light.
And at the speed of Life.
I’m not trying to be cute here. It’s just so amazing it’s hard to communicate in words.
The past is the only thing that truly no longer exists.
Truly understanding this is up to you.
If you do, it will blow/awaken your mind into how many possibilities lay ahead of you during every waking moment.
Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else’s.
The more you trust that those chances will be in your favour, somehow, the more they actually are.
There’s probably a limit to all this, but I’d rather not find it.
This post definitely wasn’t perfect, but if you try to be perfect, you’ll never be anything.
(I promise my next posts will be more coherent.. This one just got away and I’m tired of bringing it back in :p)